top of page
The Feed


The Support Systems That Keep Escorts Safe
Kennedy keeps a list on her phone of five people who know exactly what she does for a living and have explicit instructions about what to do if she doesn't check in. Her best friend, another escort she met three years ago. Her roommate, who took months to tell but finally needed to know the truth. A former client who became a genuine friend after years of appointments. A cousin she's close to who promised not to tell the rest of the family. And a professional security servic
Nov 164 min read


The Friends I've Lost (When People Find Out What You Do)
Posted by Julia | 7 min read I lost my best friend from college because of this work, and it still hurts to think about. Sarah and I had...
Oct 73 min read


Taxes, Banking, and Other Nightmares of Being a Sex Worker
Posted by Julia | 8 min read Nobody warns you that being a sex worker means becoming an expert in financial crime prevention, tax law,...
Sep 183 min read


The Emotional Toll Nobody Talks About (Dealing with Stigma and Isolation)
Posted by Julia | 6 min read You know what's weird about this NY Escort work ? The hardest part isn't the clients, the money stress, or...
Aug 184 min read


The Panic Attack That Made Me Rethink Everything
Posted by Julia | 6 min read It happened in a Starbucks on a Tuesday afternoon, completely out of nowhere. I was sitting there working on...
Jul 232 min read


Volatility surface of pain
Meridian Reset Project for High-Frequency Traders When Goldman Sachs algorithm engineer Sarah's trapezius muscle resonates at 52Hz under...
Jun 202 min read


Wall Street's Flesh Code
Manhattan Fascia Liberation Movement: When Financial Algorithms Meet Ancient Thai Acupressure By Lee 1. Wall Street's Flesh Code Behind...
May 203 min read


Black Swan in Muscle Memory
Wall Street at the Nerve Endings: A Hedge Fund Manager's Acupoint Reorganization Experiment By Lee Black Swan in Muscle Memory On the...
Apr 93 min read


Waltz on the tip of the tongue‌
The following is a customized Manhattan midnight Ukiyoe, focusing on the sensual poems woven by urban men and women in the steel forest,...
Mar 133 min read


Butterfly Effect in a Gilded Cage
In my third year as a high-end escort in Manhattan , I gradually understood that the real currency of this vertical city is not the...
Feb 192 min read
bottom of page



